Sondia – Grown Ups

Tears are dropping in the end of a tough day
Where am I going?
I thought I was hurt as mush as possible
Guess there’s a lot left still

As if I was alone in this large world,
No one tries to look into my heart
No one

When I close my eyes,
I see my face, and I tell that girl
Not to torture herself
And stop for a moment,
That once my thick darkness
That doesn’t seem to get washed away
Leave me,
Everything will be washed away

Like a stranger among laughing people,
Like I’m the only one who lost everything
Was I just mindlessly running for a long time?
Now dreams are so far away

Is this long sadness going to end?
Will someday just once
A warm sunlight come down?

I become me,
Stars shine forever
I see that dream
Without falling sleep
When I open my eyes,
I understand
That foolish me
Just can’t become herself
I become me,
Stars shine forever
I see that dream
Without falling sleep
When I open my eyes,
I understand
That foolish me
Just can’t become herself

Someday, sometime, somewhere
Will my little world smile at me?